May You be Happy Forever

It's good to see you happy with the one you love. At least you are doing good out there. I know it was quite problematic between me and you. There's a huge gap, a gap that impossible to be closed back. Anyway, it's already over between us. You have your own life and I have mine. There were things to be regretted and  there were lessons learned
 
It will be your 20th birthday around this month. So the least thing I can do is to wish you happy birthday and may you live happily ever after

And for me, the journey is still far ahead. It might be a lonely journey but that will transform me into much stronger and better person to face incoming days and challenges.

God Bless Us All

Unfaithful Malaysians

I came across an article in The Star (5th December) entitled "Malaysians Third Most Unfaithful in The World" in terms of love relationship. It's kinda shocking to read how ugly our society is. A survey conducted by Durex found that :

1. 33% of Malaysian men admitted that they were unfaithful to their spouses
2. 39% of malysian women confessed to hving betrayed their partner
3. Malaysian men have an average of three sex partners in their life

What make the matter worst is that the Malays make up 50.4% of Malaysian population. So we can make an assumption of who contributes to this problem the most. Enough said, I heard these kinds of stories for million times already. I saw it myself, I experienced it myself. The storyline is always the same. Men cheating women and vice versa, your boyfriend/girlfriend plays kayu tiga, empat, lima...(I dont know, count it yoursefl), scandals, teman tapi mesra etc..   

Well, living in today's modern era, benevolence attitudes are no longer being endorsed. Honesty and loyalty which are considered sacred in relationship, are just meaningless words in today's interpretation. We are now living in moral depleted society. Our political leaders only think on facing the next general election,clinging to power and survivability of their tribes. They don't even bother of the real problems that plaguing our society especially Malay youngsters. Yesterday's Metro, I read about a Malay college girl being nabbed half naked with her Nigerian boyfriend (Nigerian????). Today's Metro was about 15 (15????) years old Malay teenage girl killed her newly born illegitimate baby. Her boyfriend cabut lari already. This are just few problems that came into limelight. I bet people out there heard more horrible stories than I do.

Premarital sex, skandals, kayu tiga or perhaps kayu 10, curang are now considered common to the Malays. Modern Malays tend to put religion aside and seks bebas, nombor ekor, bohsia, rokok and cikaro at first. I'm dare to say this because these are what happening around me. These are what i endure everyday. This is what the atmosphere that I living today.   

To those who have boyfriend(s)/girlfriend(s) or already married, try to ask this simple question to your partner

"Are you faithful to me?"

but before that, ask yourself first "whether you are faithful enough?"

Unfaithful love?

 p/s: I'm new in blogging, my article might not sounds interesting enough. But still I'm learning

       

We are Champs!!!!

A round of applause to our national footbal team for defending the most sough gold medal in a heart throbbing rivalry match against Indonesia. Despite being jeered by more than 100,000 of fanatic Indonesian fans, still our hero of the nation managed to overcome the challenge and won. It was sad to see how badly our national team have been treated by the home side. These kind of disrespectful acts kills the spirit of "United and Rising" which is the theme for this 26th Sea Games.

Nevertheless, congrats to Ong Kim Swee that have done all the best to guide our young tigers and be aware that the journey of our footbal team is still far away and got a long way to go.

Thanks to Harimau Muda Malaysia...Malaysia Boleh!!!

Harimau Muda, thx for the joy

Rein In the Rage

I'm  really piss off now. Somehow it's very hard to deal with stubborn people.

I dont know till when I can stand with this kind of people. I hope that patience still with me.


“Orang yang paling kuat adalah orang yang dapat menahan kemarahannya” -Imam AL Ghazali- 

serabut!!!

The Annoying Celcom

I think Celcom has entered its worst state and service ever since. I dont know for how many times the connection has been disconnected (and still it is now). For the past 2 weeks I was unable to go online due restriction in connection speed as I already exceeded the limit for data allocation. The same thing also with my phone. It's quite boring for the past 2 weeks as your line has been barred, you cant go online and your activities grounded to a halt. But as the restriction has been lifted, new problem arose as the connection tends to disconnect abruptly and it annoys you so much.

Hopefully the Shazzalli Ramly (the CEO) will listen to our plea and do something.

Haish!...dont know what else to say

In Pursuit of Happines

It's good to see people around you happy. Sometimes when we walk around, we see happy couples walk together with big smile on their face, enjoying their time together. I wish I could be at their place now. But everyone's fate is not always the same. We only see one side of this world. There is another side where things are completely different. When I see people are happy with their love one, sometimes it makes me sad. It pulls me down to the bottom of endless abyss. Why I can't be like them? Why their able to find happines why I'm not?


But then, even with all the sorrow, it taught me to be a stronger person. It taught me not to rely on fantasies. Stories like Cinderella, Fantaghiro etc. does not exist and they are fiction. It taught me that reality is much challenging and have no mercy.It helps to bring back my faith. I will fight my way out of it.I will pull myself out of the misery. And I will find the happines that I seek for all this time, the true happines.


 "Whoever does right, whether male or female, and is a believer, We will make him live a good life, and We will award them their reward for the best of what they used to do."  (Quran, 16:97)

 "But whoever turns away from the Quran, he will have a hard life, and We will raise him up blind on the Day of Judgment."  (Quran, 20:124)

I once turned my back from Your path, now I'm begging Your mercy and guide to help me walk through it gain. Do help me in this journey My Lord.

Happy Eid-ul-Adha

It's Eiduladha today for muslims around the world, a day to commemorate the willingnes of the Prophet Ibrahim to sacrifice his son Ismail as an act of obidience to God. It's also been associated with Hajj, a pilgrimage and a religious duty for a muslim that must be conducted at least once in a lifetime for those who can afford it.

In this life, we had sacrificed a lot and it raised a question whether for what reason and intention we did that. Me itself struggling for an answer whether everthing that i had done in this world were sincere and good enough. To be a good muslim, it requires an incomparable willingnes and obidience as been shown by the Prophet Ibrahim and I know that I'm no match to him in every aspect but I'll try as hard as I could

So in this Holy day of Eiduladha, let us make sacrifices in our lives in order to stay on the Straight Path. May God bless us all in our journey

"Surely Abraham was an example, obedient to Allah, by nature upright, and he was not of the polytheists. He was grateful for Our bounties. We chose him and guided him unto a right path. We gave him good in this world, and in the next he will most surely be among the righteous." (16:120-121)

" It is neither blood nor their meat that reaches Allah,  but it is piety from you that reaches Him." (Surah Hajj)