THE GREATEST REVENGE

When I was lying on my bed, my mind flew back to the memories I had during my school time. Somehow I wish to turn back the time and enjoy that great moment once again. Now it has been roughly 6 years since I left school. Most of my schoolmates now have became succesful in their  career path. Zahirah now lived in Calgary, Canada working for a leading petrochemichal company. Hazimah Fatin now still completing her study in Japan. Kuchai just graduated from Penn State and now being offered job by JPA. Huda has becames someone's wife now. Most of my Saserian's friends also have reached the peak of their lifetime. 


But...Where am I?

Well, I am nothing if to be compared with them. For the time being, there is nothing to be proud of. My career?.. my love story?..(T-T). but sure things will change in the future but it takes time as the road to success can be very bumpy and full of twists and turns. Like the title of my blog; Still on the journey, still in the making

Tunku Abdul Rahman once said that '' the greatest revenge is for you to outlives people and fluorish''. What he said was indeed true. It doesnt mean that i hold any grudge against my friends but the point is to become succesful in your life and achieve your dream. 

My God help me in this fight 

p/s: still working hard on my English vocab and grammar. If there any mistake about my English, do correct me...cheers

Live Life To The Fullest

Yes...and that is what i'm going for
For right on, I will appreciate every moment in my life... Thinking of having a guitar... Somehow i feel music makes me feel better...and one thing for sure is blogging...

There are many things that I should learn...I think I'm gonna work hard to improve my writing style so it doesnt sounds boring and uninteractive...and also to improve the content of my articles so that it can reach my audience...These changes cannot happen all in the sudden...it takes time...but it's worth a try

For now on...I will try to discuss on every aspect of life like personal interests, politics, love, musics, cultures etc...

Introducing my guru:

Anytime when I'm free, I used to read this book and try to learn out of it...This book helps me a lot..and in the future I will try to get more English books 

Even right now, I dont feel like I'm using correct English for my writing...but thats the purpose of learning...We learn from mistake...hope this will bring benefits for my future later on...


Quotes of the day

“For the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and ask myself: “if today was the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?”  And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Almost everything–all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure–these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose.” ~Steve Jobs

Improving myself

What have prompted me to start blogging again?...

Well...I already grew a strong intention for blogging back then...but for somehow i'm just to lazy to do it
Then, when I got employment....I can feel the need has grown stronger and stronger...my job is not a laborous job...most of the time i just sit down, taking reading and monitoring the quipments, chit-chat, sleep...so I had plenty of time and most of it are wasted for nothing...

Then...I can feel that my English skills has deteriorated over time...
Since graduated from college, there are huge differences between your study environment and working environment...at my workplace...there are not so many people for me to speak English with...therefore over time my English skills has diminished bit by bit and I must do something about it...and it is through blogging...

Another factor is to serve as a platform for me to voice up my opinions about something...
Many things happened to me back then...depression, emotional turmoil, loneliness financial crisis etc...and I need to get myself out of this hell...all of these are killing me from inside...I need to express all of these...and blogging will help me to relieve all the burdens that I carry all this time...

May this be a continuous effort...     








 

   

A New Start

BISMILLAH...

It's been a while since the last time i posted something on my blog...
Never cross in my mind that i will open back my blog and start blogging again...



Pheww!..many things had happened back then...good things and bad things...and it totally changed me thoroughly ...It changes the way I see, observe and interpret things that happen all around us...
Everything seems to be perfect back then...and i thought it will stay that way forever...but it did not...
bad things happened...and when u try to fix everything back but end up messing things up even worse...
at that time i realized that there's no use of fighting a losing war...because u will ended up losing anyway...
and a decision was made that had plunged my self into the state of grieving, depression and loneliness...
i messed up with my life, i became hot-tempered person, done many things that i shouldn't do, wasted so much time dreaming things that never were

Well, I had it enough!...It's time to put back my life to where it supposed to 
Let bygones be bygones...
Now it's time get up...

And somehow I know there's more in life than this...